Sunday, February 2, 2014

Feeling overwhelmed

Other people make things seem so easy.  People start new businesses every day and they are successful.  I have terrible apprehension about starting.  Its as if Im afraid I will fail and disappoint everyone.  But who will I disappoint?  Everyone pretty much. So I go about my day in some kind of denial fog..  Hoping that some flash of inspiration will come and create some magic list of things to do .  Sometimes I think it might be easier to get hit by a bus or fall off a goddamn bridge than get through another day of not knowing what the fuck to do..Life is so goddamn hard right now